Connections
Date: April 25 Topic: NDE
( Near death Experience)
Welcome to my blog! I received a question from John P. in Pratt, Kansas, so I’m answering here because I thought it was interesting enough to share.
“Sonja, I saw the podcast about your NDE on U Tube. Thanks for adding your link. I was wondering if you were aware of time and how long did you think you were gone?”
Thanks John. No one has ever asked me that before. When we were kids our Dad would throw us in the lake, we would dog paddle out. This once I landed wrong, flat on my back with the speed of a cannon ball! Even molecule of air pushed out of my lungs like greased lightning! A soft women’s voice said firmly stop struggling. I did not… heck I couldn’t breathe! I’m trying to get air lady, I thought in my half gone brain! The voice firmly told me to stop, again, since I did not listen the first time she said it! She told me in a quiet calm voice,to be calm, that I could go or stay if I wanted. Then she spoke softly to me. She said that if I remembered to stay calm I could do anything in life. At the same time I was seeing the most beautiful ‘waterscape’ I had ever seen. Pale green, like light through jello, with golden high lights. Tiny air bubbles that looked like diamonds on each tiny underwater leaf. Stems and leaves swaying gently from the bottom. Bits of sand and floties from the bottom, gently floating upward catching the sun as they rose… it felt like I was part of the lake as one being. No separation. Me and water were one , surrounded by, part of and connected to each other, like we were the same being. Held by such peace and love for hours! I so did not want to come back and I knew I did not have too, that whatever I chose would be just fine. BUT, as soon as my father realized that I was down too long he jumped in a grabbed me. So, it could not have been more than a minuet in reality. He grabbed my wrist and forcefully pulled me up and out. I remembered his hard hand grabbing on to my wrist. Then laying on the hard ground coughing, throwing up and trying to breathe as people were trying to do CPR. I don’t know if I needed CPR,or something. Since then I have never ever been afraid to die. No matter what. I knew it was a beautiful loving place. Later in life I learned much more. It’s in the book! (smile)
I appreciate your question John. I will be doing another pod cast this coming Wed. I will let everyone know when its posted or where you can find it. Thank you.
Have a great day.
Keep well,
Sonja/Starshine
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